IN TRUST FOR THE INFINITE

If I love - I love unconditionally

If I forgive - I forgive completely

If I laugh - I laugh wholeheartedly

If I cry- I cry from my heart

If I feel distortion - I step away

I don’t fight or pretend it’s not there

I transmute it

If I care -I care deeply

If I am upset - I will show it

Fakeness is not my strength

My strength is integrity…

For that- I get hurt from the hurt ones

And I know they didn’t mean it

I open healing channels to flow freely

For my actions - my Light attracts the predators

Who long ago lost the God’s spark,

They feed to survive

To feel, to maintain the illusion of life…

I don’t blame them

I feel sorry for them - I see beyond

From my Light many burn to the ashes

They simply can’t handle it

It feels unbearable

Nothing like they had ever experienced

The purity that washes over them

The fire that leaves no choice but transform

Burn bridges to the old, erase the out-dated scripting

I don’t mean harm

Because I am just the conduit

The spaces I enter get changed

The words I speak are remembered

The look I give is anchored in eternity

For this power I get hit hard by the enemy

In an endless attempt to dim my Light

Because I see the wonder

I see it everywhere

In people, in self, in vastness of life

My presence evokes remembrance

My stillness allows your shadows to surface

My mirrors will show all your reflections-

Your masks, your truth and soul’s expressions

I just hold space

It’s the task I hold with grace—

Watching you in this life I knew from other times

I wait in quiet patience

For the moment you wake within the dreaming.
I am here—nearby, yet far at a distance

In silence of the ether

Just hoping to witness your spark ignite

And when I die I will come back

To start over

To cast my Light

And others will do the same.

Weaving a beautiful design

Of the God’s divine plan…