WHAT IS IT LIKE TO BE A STARSEED?

PART 1

In this vast universe, there are souls who have traveled from other worlds to assist Earth in its transition to higher vibrational frequency. These beings, often called Starseeds, carry knowledge and energy from higher realms. Their purpose is to help humanity awaken—to remember that they are more than just physical beings, that their consciousness extends beyond this lifetime and this planet.

MY CHILDHOOD

When I look back, my early years feel like a blur. I don’t remember much from kindergarten or time with my parents. My first real memories start around age six or seven—before that, it’s as if I wasn’t fully here.

Recently, I’ve come to a profound realization and acceptance: I wasn’t fully present in my biological body. I must have traveled interdimensionally to get spiritual guidance, receive frequency adjustments for better integration in this dense world.

In the Telepathy Tapes podcast, which explores the minds of autistic children and savants, the nonspeakers, using the typing boards would

unexpectedly share , “In my world, we don’t speak,” or “I am here now; I didn’t know until now that I have a body,” and “I don’t see my body.”

I may look like my biological parents, but the resemblance ends there. Energetically I am different, with complex vibrational patterns, with more etheric layers around my field.

Even today, I don’t feel any deep attachment to my birthday. It’s just another day. I don’t celebrate it unless my parents or friends throw a celebration.

I simply don’t feel anything special about the date I arrived here.

WhenI was growing up , I was disconnected from the world. Medically I was diagnosed as having delevoplmental delay, I didn’t speak until I was six. Then, one day, something shifted. It was like I finally anchored into my body. And suddenly, everything accelerated

In just three years, I went from being nonverbal to excelling beyond my peers. I won numerous intellectual competitions, surpassing rivals from 26 schools in my birth city. To put it into perspective, I would often leave behind 1,300 children in competition. I could absorb vast amounts of information instantly. But I didn’t learn the way others did—I saw knowledge as a web of interconnected systems. Everything was part of a larger pattern.

This made speech and clear expression challenging to this day— My thoughts arrive all at once, as merging insights from different sources, making it hard to express them linearly. In my mind, I can grasp the whole concept, but struggle with recalling and pinpointing to small details. And I can’t summarize information but somehow I just understand it on a deeper level.

Some might label children like me as savants—gifted with an extraordinary capacity to systemize and process vast amounts of information internally.

Still, despite my academic success, I felt out of place. I didn’t fit in. I didn’t understand social games. Other kids didn’t invite me to play with them, and I often felt completely detached from my surroundings—long before I understood why.

ASTRAL PROJECTION AND SLEEP PARALYSIS

As a child, I experienced something terrifying—what people call sleep paralysis. I would wake up in the middle of the night, fully aware, but unable to move or speak. My body felt frozen, yet I could sense everything around me.

I complained to my parents and they thought of demonic entities attacking me and invited someone to read prayers for me and teach me recite verses from religious books with pages under my pillow.

It wasn’t until my spiritual awakening that I understood what was really happening. I had been resisting something natural to me—astral projection.

For over 30 years, I feared these experiences, trying to fight them. But the moment I surrendered, everything changed. The paralysis became a gateway. Instead of being trapped, I learned to move through it. I can now leave my body with awareness and control.

Astral projection isn’t just a dream. Sometimes, I see real people, hear real conversations—but they don’t see me. Now, I know my consciousness is not confined to my body. It never was. I can see my etheric form, see my sleeping physical body, can go through the walls, but I can’t affect the physical objects, if I decide to turn the light switch on, my hand goes through.

There is one more way I leave my body- through OBE, it’s not the same as leaving your psychical body in the astral body, which is a duplicate of you with all your identity, memory, emotional make up, belief system, and this lifetime experiences. I leave my body as a soul, leaving all layers - astral body, mental body, emotional body… you lose association with identity. You are pure awareness. You don’t think or analyze.

My Personal Distinctions Between Astral Projection and Soul Travel

In the astral body, you remain closely linked to your identity, which is wired into your nervous system. You are still you in this timeline—for me, I recognize myself as Elina in the astral plane. You retain the ability to think, analyze your surroundings, and experience a 180-degree perspective. Your hands appear translucent, yet visible, and yes—you can fly and pass through walls, but you can’t affect objects that appear physical. Normally it’s the cat duplicate of your surroundings. When I try to grab something in my apartment, or move, I can’t, my hands would just go through or my body can slip through the window without opening it.

When astral projecting, you are typically confined to the astral layers of Earth, primarily existing within this plane and its mental layer.You can see writings, a banner for example. If you attempt to read text, it appears blurred or mirrored, reinforcing the transient and fluid nature of this realm.

When I leave my body as a soul, I remain connected to it through the silver cord, as widely described in afterlife research. I don’t see the cord, but I feel its pull when it’s time to return.

Here, there is no past or future—just a state of pure existence. Awareness is 360 degrees, all-encompassing, and everything is processed at once. There is no inner dialogue or logical thinking. You don’t read words, but the soul perceives symbols and geometric shapes when she sees them, instantly understanding them as informational packets and downloads them. Like breathing in.

Unlike astral projection, soul stays within Earth’s boundaries when travels. I do travel through a tunnel, but not toward the so-called bright light—instead, I bypass that false light trap entirely. My journey takes me through dimensions and planets, immersing me in realms vastly different from this one.

When returning, I feel a powerful suction pulling me back flying through an invisible, encapsulated tunnel. I do sense energetic walls and I appears mirky, like a dirty window, because I see the passing scenes but blurred very blurred, but if I have already arrived at where I needed to be, I see everything.

So this traveling between the dimensions happens fast—so fast that sometimes, I’m thrown back abruptly into my body. Other times, I pause above it, trying to merge from different angles. When I finally reintegrate, I open my eyes and I have a full memory of the experience. In astral projection I also retain memory but it's a very different feeling.

Both types of travel happen at night. I go to sleep—only to find myself awake again. And that, in itself, is always amusing. In my course for starseeds, I will provide more informations about my interdivisional travel.

Stay tuned..I will continue my story shortly.