WHAT IS IT LIKE TO BE A STARSEED?

PART 1

In this vast universe, there are souls who have traveled from other worlds to assist Earth in its transition to higher vibrational frequency. These beings, often called Starseeds, carry knowledge and energy from higher realms. Their purpose is to help humanity awaken—to remember that they are more than just physical beings, that their consciousness extends beyond this lifetime and this planet.

My life story isn’t much different from other reincarnated ET souls participating in the Envoy Starseed Program. We often share the common thread of feeling we don’t “belong” here, experiencing a deep longing for our true “home,” dealing with memory loss, physical ailments, social alienation, disassociation, unusual bodily sensations, and heightened energy sensitivity. Yet, despite these challenges, we bring gifts to humanity—our psychic abilities, brilliant minds, innate universal wisdom, ancient spiritual teachings, unconditional love, and healing powers.

The Starseed’s soul agreements  differs from the reincarnation contracts made for Terran souls. It is both a gift and a burden, requiring the courage to face the truth and the strength to speak it.

MY CHILDHOOD

When I look back, my early years feel like a blur. I don’t remember much from kindergarten or time with my parents. My first real memories start around age six or seven—before that, it’s as if I wasn’t fully here.

Recently, I’ve come to a profound realization and acceptance: I wasn’t fully present in my biological body. I must have traveled interdimensionally to get spiritual guidance, receive frequency adjustments for better integration in this dense world.

In the Telepathy Tapes podcast, which explores the minds of autistic children and savants, the nonspeakers, using the typing boards would

unexpectedly share , “In my world, we don’t speak,” or “I am here now; I didn’t know until now that I have a body,” and “I don’t see my body.”

I may look like my biological parents, but the resemblance ends there. Energetically I am different, with complex vibrational patterns, with more etheric layers around my field.

Even today, I don’t feel any deep attachment to my birthday. It’s just another day. I don’t celebrate it unless my parents or friends throw a celebration. I simply don’t feel anything special about the date I arrived here.

WhenI was growing up , I was disconnected from the world. Medically I was diagnosed as having delevoplmental delay, I didn’t speak until I was six. Then, one day, something shifted. It was like I finally anchored into my body. And suddenly, everything accelerated.

In just three years, I went from being nonverbal to excelling beyond my peers. I won numerous intellectual competitions, surpassing rivals from 26 schools in my birth city in Russia. To put it into perspective, I would often leave behind 1,300 children in competition. I could absorb vast amounts of information instantly. But I didn’t learn the way others did—I saw knowledge as a web of interconnected systems. Everything was part of a larger pattern.

This made speech and clear expression challenging to this day— my thoughts arrive all at once, as merging insights from different sources, making it hard to express them linearly. In my mind, I can grasp the whole concept, but struggle with shaping into the language. I somehow I just understand it on a deeper level.

Some might label children like me as savants—gifted with an extraordinary capacity to systemize and process vast amounts of information internally.

Still, despite my academic success, I felt out of place. I didn’t fit in. I didn’t understand social games. Other kids didn’t invite me to play with them, and I often felt completely detached from my surroundings—long before I understood why.

ADULTHOOD YEARS

Much like many awakened star souls, I can delineate my life into two distinct timelines: one before the Awakening and another after it.

In September 2021, I obtained certification as an NLP practitioner and began exploring this new modality. While everything in my life appeared ordinary, there lingered a profound sense of void and soul aching.

A few weeks later I dreamed a dream, where I heard a woman’s voice announcing my “AKASHIC RECORDS”  and greeting me as “dear sister from  Centauri”, quickly imprinting the importance of my mission.

I awoke bewildered. Though most of my dreams always had some weirdness to them, I thought “another fun dream.”  Google search did state that NASA suspected existence of life forms on newly discovered triple star system located in the habitable zone.

Wikipedia: Alpha Centauri (α Cen) is a triple star system located in the constellation Centaurus.

Proxima Centauri hosts the nearest planetary system to Earth. Three exoplanets have been confirmed to be orbiting the star. Proxima Centauri b, an Earth-sized planet discovered in 2016, orbits in the star’s habitable zone. Two other planets, designated Proxima Centauri c and d, were confirmed in 2020 and 2022. (https://www.star-facts.com/alpha-centauri/)

Later in my QHHT hypnotic regression, I learned that I am from the Centauri Galaxy, not the actual star system within Milky Way. But this is just the tip of the iceberg.

Omega Galaxy is just one of the entry points. I am Aramantayra. ( read here) It was clearly stated 3 times throughout the session. It took time to bring the bits and pieces of information together to make sense of all the telepathic conversations that later happened outside the regression therapy or that particular dream from 2021. The knowledge came to me during the out of body experiences, recalling earlier dreams, conversations in other dimensions. emotional stir while reading some material and flash memories.

NOTE: My Akashic Records are not accessible for unsanctioned use, without my conscious permission. My energy field is safeguarded against unauthorized readings, and any attempt to access my records without consent will only yield fragmented holographic imprints—distorted reflections rather than true insight.

Before my dream, the concepts of real extraterrestrial races, alternate realities, and dimensions were entirely unknown to me. While I did believe in the afterlife, ghosts, and nature spirits, “alien consciousness” was something I had never explored—beyond a simple curiosity about the UFO phenomenon occasionally discussed.

Shortly after the dream, I began to experience unusual phenomena: static in the air, strange bodily sensations, time lapses, vivid dreams, prophetic visions, and the ability to “see” through people. My astral projection and out-of body experiences that I naturally had since childhood increased but this time with intact memories of my inter-dimensional travels.

As uncontrollable energy downloads and visions became more frequent, I found myself questioning the reality I once knew so well. I started perceiving and feeling energies around people and objects. Strikingly, these experiences occurred without any conscious engagement in spiritual practices or attunements, and I never sought guidance from lightworkers to explain what was happening.

If only I had received some support, my journey wouldn’t have been so frightening and uncomfortable. I didn’t know who could be my mentor—a psychologist, or a Reiki healer. Hesitant to share what I was experiencing, I feared being perceived as mentally unstable, so I kept it to myself and suffered in silence, grappling with the darkest parts of my soul.

When  my vibrational resonance increased, I started to experience meetings with off world beings and engage in interdimensional communication. I got to learn about my rays/beams and their purpose. Through telepathic communication continues I receive teachings, and knowledge about my soul’s nature, about the structure of the Universe.

As you read this, you might think, "How cool!" But I won’t sugarcoat the experience of being half human (biologically) and half alien (through consciousness and cosmic lineage). Humor can save me from going insane. Like most star souls, I live a double life.

The horrors I’ve witnessed—real but hidden from most humans—could make for a blockbuster movie. Hollywood drops plenty of hints, yet most people dismiss them as mere fantasy and entertainment.

I keep this blog as light as possible. Whether you see it as just a fun fiction story or the truth you’ve been searching for—it’s entirely up to you.

I know there are others out there who need to make sense of the strangeness in their lives.

When I meet those who have “specific” DNA, part of the grand galactic operation, I am really happy. It feels home, I just know that soul. You just know it… This mental, emotional and energetic connection, and recognition transcends time and dimensions.

***I will be speaking about souls frequency in a separate blog post.

Stay tuned..I will continue my story shortly.